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The best song ever [ Friday 12th Aug 12:44am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | easy lucky free ] "Easy/Lucky/Free" did it all get real, i guess it's real enough they got refrigerators full of blood another century spent pointing guns at anything that moves sometimes i worry that i've lost the plot my twitching muscles tease my flippant thoughts i never really dreamed of heaven much until we put him in the ground but it's all i'm doing now listening for patterns in the sound of an endless static sea but once the satellite's deceased it blows like garbage through the streets of the night sky to infinity but don't you weep (don't you weep for them) there is nothing as lucky don't you weep there is nothing as lucky, as easy, and free don't be a criminal in this police state you better shop and eat and procreate you got vacation days then you might escape to a condo on the coast i set my watch to the atomic clock i watch the crowd count down 'til the bomb gets dropped i always figured that there'd be time enough i never let it get me down but i can't help it now looking for faces in the clouds i got some friends i barely see but we're all planning to meet we'll lay in bags as dead as leaves all together for eternity but don't you weep there is no one as lucky honey, don't you weep there is nothing as lucky, as easy, or free not listening

[ Monday 9th May 4:19pm] "First Day Of My Life" This is the first day of my life I swear I was born right in the doorway I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed They're spreading blankets on the beach Yours is the first face that I saw I think I was blind before I met you Now I don’t know where I am I don’t know where I’ve been But I know where I want to go And so I thought I’d let you know That these things take forever I especially am slow But I realize that I need you And I wondered if I could come home Remember the time you drove all night Just to meet me in the morning And I thought it was strange you said everything changed You felt as if you had just woke up And you said “this is the first day of my life I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you And I’d probably be happy” So if you want to be with me With these things there’s no telling We just have to wait and see But I’d rather be working for a paycheck Then waiting to win the lottery Besides maybe this time is different I mean I really think you like me not listening

[ Thursday 28th Apr 9:48pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | one of my breaks sets.. ] Howdy party peoples.. I have my car, i got it on monday, its so incredibly awesome. Im really really glad that i finally got a car, its so liberating to know that at any time, i can get up and just leave and go wherever the fuck i want. Tommorow! Project Mayhem! MIAMI!! im soo excited about it. Jackal and hyde are gonna TEAR THAT SHIT APART!! when i saw them last year, they did JUST that. I bought a cd player for my car today. Its really nice. I like it.i really really hope that i can get it installed tommorow. Now all'z i need is a nice sound system..Im soo ecited. i can not wait to get good sound dropped in that sucka.. Last night me, matty,alexis, and and big t went to kashmir..First we went to Dug rocks, toker was there, and so was mikey..Im so over toker, its not even funny. anyways, we only had one drink, then we went over to Kashmir. It wasnt all that fun at first, i didnt have all that much money so i couldnt really drink..I had 3 drinks total all night..I wasnt all that drunk tho..I saw the weather man there. rob lopicola. everyone says he's a real asshole. and a whore..Figures. He looked better in person than he does on the news. oh well..I figured, i should talk to someone, cause no one was really doin much in the club..I grabbed this one chicks ass out on the dance floor, and she looked at me, and im like, umm u dont know me...shes like OOHH, lol.. OK i was like sorry i grab everyones ass. dont take it personally. later in the night, i came up to this guy. he had short hair. almost buzzed. and full blown facial hair..But it was very tastefull it wasnt gross or anything. he was just standing there, and i came up to him and was like, hey how come you dont dance.. hes like, well a couple more of these(drinks) and i will. I was like oh ok hehe. Then introduced myself. His name was weird.. Adi. I like it tho. Really nice to meet someone with a unique name.Everyone nowadays has the same name. its like grrrr..Anyways, he was really hot. And he has a super sexy voice..We talked, and hung out, danced.Also. turns out. his friend he was with, was the same girl who's ass i was grabbing on..haha her name was julie. she was really pretty. I liked her style lotz!! ehehhe..anyways. I got his number, but there was a flaw in the plan..Julie set her purse down for a second, and someone grabbed it..it had their money, their car keys, and their phones in it. I felt really bad for them..shitty situation all around..So he lost all his numbers, so i wrote down my number and gave it to him..I really hope that he calls me..I think this may actually be something..I dont care if i hardly know him..well i guess i shouldnt count my eggs to soon, but i just really hope he is worth it.He seems like a really great guy. we kissed. it was pretty cool. and danced a bunch..gosh i hope i can see this guy again..i dont care if he lives in west palm..anyways..thats it..cant wait untill P R O J E C T M A Y H E M 1 not listening

SCOTTY DOESNT KNOW!!!!!!!!! [ Saturday 23rd Apr 5:18pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Fatboy Slim-praise you ] I get a license and a car on monday.Im so happy, and excited.I already have a big trip planned..me and stephanie are going to tampa on friday to see the crystal method, and a buncha other great DJ's spin like J-Break, And R-fresh..Its gonna be off the chain...fer shizzle;) Im a little nervous about driving on the highway, cause ive really done it before..Im gonna practice a little this week on 95 i guess..Things are really looking up 2 not listening

Show all ya folks what its all about [ Sunday 17th Apr 5:23pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | my drunken breaks set ] Last night i went on a date with this guy he was older..I guess i enjoyed his company. We went downtown. I had this sneaking suspicion that i would run into my mom and family when i was out..And guess what I DID!! Hahahaha we went into the black marlin to get our names on the list. sure enough..whos sitting down to eat? Mom-di, and her boyfriend john I couldnt run away, they had prolly already seen me. So i go and say hello,mom's like, come sit down with us! come on...i was like nah thats cool, we'll get our table..shes like noo come on...i was like NOO lol..I felt kinda weird about the situation..I just didnt want her to ask me any kinda stupid questions. So we had an hour to wait, so we went to get a drink at T.A. verns. We got margaritas, and sat and chatted for awhile...chilled out.. We go back to the reasturant, and thank god they werent still there. We sat , though, at the same table they were sitting at Lolly was there working..I love that lady..she rocks hardcore~ i got the salmon..it was very good also. After dinner, we went to the bird cage hung out there for a bit.was fun. Also i gave dj man/woman(ooops i mean Janet) another demo.With "mainstream" dance music..lol..Im excited about getting this DJ thing off the ground...Even if it is only at crappy PSL places..i mean, everyones gotta start somewhere right?i would like to DJ at rebar, even tho the crowd is smaller. but i liked the atmosphere a little better..I bet the bird cage would be really awesome if they put a little money into it.. Anyways. that was my night last night then i had to work today..went by slow.. but oh yea! Weird thing happened.. This cop came in..well actually a couple of cops came in. and asked me all kinds of questions about these people that came in earlier It was a young boy-prolly about 11 years old, he was with this guy, in his late 20's and the kid got games, and then left..I guess this guy musta kidnapped the kid, cause the cops said this guy exposed himself to this young boy...i remember the guy completly. He was very shady.. Anyways to make a long story short..They asked me alot of question about what happened, his appearances. so on and so forth..They might make me come in to identify the guy.one of those line up kinda things. anyways...it was a weird experience. i suppose 1 not listening

Go easy baby, its my first time [ Sunday 10th Apr 1:15am] [ mood | content ] [ music | better off alone ] Hey ladies and gents, i just made my first survey..please take it...im dying to know such things, like--------------------------------- Favorite Color?Green Hottest Celebrity?Josh Duhamel, or ryan reynolds Got Any Tatoos?yes What are?Coy fish on my right bicep, and Dream in japanese on my left shoulder blade Piercings?none Zodiac Sign?Leo Do you trust "the stars"?usually Favorite Cartoon?The brak show Do you have a pet name?Nikki, or Nikolai Favorite Season?Winter Favorite Ice Cream?Cookies n cream First thing that catches ur attention when u see someone hot?eyes..attitude Do you usually have good dreams or bad dreams?Bad dreams ------------------------------------------------------------------------- its starting to get kind kinky :) Do you like to cuddle?Hell yes What is your porn name?in case u dont know how it works, your porn name is the name of your childhood pet, and then the name of the street that you grew up on........Tom Taney Do you like kissing?love it Tongue or no tongue?Tongue but not too much tongue Favorite Sexual position?missionary so far.. Which one most applies to you-I only give head to recieve head----Not my favorite thing on the menu, but i'll order it from time to time----I LOVE giving head----Just another job i gotta do to please my lover--I HATE giving head? Not my favorite thing on the menu, but i'll order it from time to time Have You ever had anal sex? yes Did you like it?Yes Have you ever experimented with toys in the bedroom?no Have you ever used food products during intercourse?no GUYS-Are you well endowed?(its ok no one is gonna judge you--Some say i am GIRLS-Do you have big boobs? Would You say that you are adventorous in the bedroom?Im up for anything at least once Have u ever gotten someone pregnant/been pregnant?no..not that i know of Do you like to have phone sex?no Have you ever had any same sex experiences?duh... Do you have any fetishes?no Have you thought about any kind of fetishes?somewhat..id like to be really rough..i think that would be HOTTTT Whats the weirdest place you've ever had sex at?the woods Submissive?or Dominant?Both When you think about me, do u touch yourself?Oh yes baby YES!! 3 not listening

"soon enough, your gonna think of me." [ Friday 8th Apr 12:53am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | I turn to you ] Pretty good day today~ I went to the dentist to get a crown, cause im a king..LoL And then went to work.Josh told me that i could possibly have his old car, And set up some kind of paymeny plan, So im really happy about that..I really hope that it all works out..Its not a fabulous car..But its still better than nothing. Its a white, saturn (99') That isnt too shabby i suppose.I wish it was a different color, i hate white cars.But i shouldnt be complaining.Im just so glad its finally time that i got a set of wheels..Im pretty much 90% sure im gonna start working for toker as a mobile DJ when i get my car..And im thinking of moving down to west palm..I just really want to get out of my parents house and be 100% independent..Im really looking forward to see what happens in the next couple of months.. My brother turned 21 an hour ago, I think that thats fantastic, because that mean i get to drink anywhere i go now...Its amazing. anyways..thats all that happened today for me Love, And Rockets. 3 not listening

"ever seen a grown man naked"... [ Tuesday 5th Apr 3:57am] 01. Last Kiss: saturday night-toker 02. Last Fuck: fooled around with toker 03. Last Cry: about a week and a half ago 04. Last Library Book Checked Out: ? 05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: The ring 2 06. Last Book Read: Wicked 07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: i dont know 08. Last Beverage Drank: water 09. Last Food Consumed: pizza 11. Last TV Show Watched: Golden Girls 12. Last Time Showered: 7:00 am 13. Last Shoes Worn: DVS 14. Last CD Played: I'm Wide awake, It's morning-Bright eyes 15. Last Soda Drank: dr. pepper 16. Last Thing Written: An entry in LJ 17. Last Words Spoken: have fun 18. Last Sleep: All day yesterday.. 21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: banana foster 22. Last Time Wanting to Die: never 24. Last Time Dancing: saturday night baby!. 26. Last Big Car Ride: i dont know..I was in the car with toker for like an hour,i dont know if thats considered "a big car ride" 27. Last Crush: I dont know yet if i can consider toker a crush or not 28. Last Annoyance: this lady at work 29. Last Disappointment: work 30. Last Time Scolded: idk 32. Last Web Site Visited: this one..or myspace.. NUMBER OF 01. piercings = 0 02. tattoos = 2 03. height = 5'9 04. shoe size = 10 05. hair color = BROWN 06. siblings = 2 Last: 01. movie you rented = closer 02. movie you bought = Girl, interrupted 03. song you listened to = Poison oak 04. song that was stuck in your head = FOOT LOOSE -- LMAO 05. cd you bought = Future sound OF Breaks 06. person you've called = Stephanie 07. person that's called you = some guy i blew off 09. person you were thinking of = Toker 10. friend you made = Stephanie RANDOM 01. Would you do if you were dying? I would say.. "tell everyone i love them and leave a good thing for the world to remember me by 02. Who is your best friend: none 03. Current want: better dj gear,a better job, better pay 04. Current happiness: Toker,my friends, my music, i got a gig in a club. 05. Current Sadness: life.work 06. Current outfit: sexy clothes that show my hot ass lol 07. Current hunger: sushi DO 01. you have a crush on some one? no comment. 02. you wish you could live somewhere else? yes a little bit 03. you think about suicide = no 04. you believe in online dating? Yeah 05. others find you attractive? I hope so! 06. you want more piercings? Nope 07. you drink? sometimes 08. you do drugs?not really 09. you smoke? no 10. you like cleaning? NO! 11. you like roller coasters? Yes 12. you write in cursive or print? Both 13. Are you sexual active? sometimes. not listening

Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down.... [ Friday 25th Mar 12:59am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Bright Eyes-Lua ] This will be my last live journal entry. Ive pretty much ruined my life enough with it..It is one of the most theraputic ways to express myself, but because of some stuff said on my part, some people found it and now i made things so messy in my life.. Not only did i lose a very well respected prospect.tony... Matt read my live journal..I said some mean things about him in it. I said that im embarrased to be around him when actually im not, I said those things when i was mad at matt.in all honesty matt is one of the nicest people i have ever met, hes very giving, and knows nothing of greed. Also i said some mean things about teresa, and i dont know what i was thinking when i wrote that..I Mean she has been a bitch to me on a few occasions, and she does love to gossip. but its all been harmless and ive never had any kind of big grudge against her mickey knows everything also, every gruesome detail i put there, got to her..I was so glad tho, she was very nice to me about it, which is surprising really, She was mad that i put such exact details. she said that if that ever got to her husband...well it would be VERY VERY bad The thing that makes me the saddest is that i love all these people, and i feel like there is absolutly nothing i can say or do to change what ive done I wish i could turn back time..i need someone right now, more than ever I feel so open, and vulnerable..Ive never felt like this before. I know that its all my own fault. i wrote it.. I have no one really, everyone is mad at me. So i have no one to help me out thru this whole situation.. I never cry, i cant remember the last time that i did cry..But tonight i cried.. Josh was very very upset.I talked to him on the phone, and he told me everything he felt about the whole situation..I had to hang up, cause i was about to break out in tears, and that never happens..He was very mad i understand. but he was not being considerate of my feelings at all he only cared about himself, and that made me a little upset I wish that i could talk to my family about this kind of stuff, cause it seems like theyre the only ones left that dont hate me for what ive done..Who knows tho, i wouldnt be surprised if they did.. I think the only person that i know is left is stephanie and stephanie.. and im not as close to either one of them as i wish i could be.. So this is my life, this is where this fucking journal landed me, knee deep in shit. Im just very glad that michele doesnt hate me, and that she was helping me out. it felt somewhat better..I just feel like shit cause matt most hate me, but like i said i love matt, hes a really great guy, and anything i said about him, that was bad, it was only because i was mad at him.I Dont know what was going thru my head when i write this shit... so no more writting.. 1 not listening

[ Thursday 24th Mar 4:31pm] [ music | Im wide awake its morning ] SURVEY TIME 1. Fave type of music? Electro/breaks 2. Fave physical part of the oppistie sex, or same sex? eyes 3. Are you religious?spiritual,yes 4. Tell me about your fave item of clothing? I love beanies when i modd strikes 5. Are you artistic, or musicly talented? I know it's kind of the same thing, but you can draw, ya know what i'm saying. I like to mix, im not really that good at it tho, and i like to write, and draw, but i never do it as much as i like. 6. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? New york city or europe 7. Are you single?yes.:( 8. Do you have brothers, and sisters?one of each 9. Tell me something you're afraid of.Bio-warfare 10. Are you passive, or agressive?passive 11. If you found a wallet, would you return it if it had problem i.d in it, and you had an address, or phone number to call.yes 12. Can you Dance?like a white boy yes 13. Democrat, republican, or liberal?democrat 14. Are you intimidated by someone you're attracted to?sometimes 15. Favorite movie, and movie quote if you have a fave movie quote? " i inevented post-its" 16. Fiction or Non-fiction books? fiction 17 This one's for the men. Are you a boob man, or an ass man? ass 18. When I say the word electro, what comes to your mind? jackal and hyde 19. Last live event you went to.Jackal and hyde 20. Do you have any pet peeves?i hate rude people 21. Are you a good kisser?yes, 22. Would you make pot legal? yes 23. How many people have you had sex with?2 24. Perfect place for date. Don't be cliche, and say dinner, and a movie.the beach, or walking around somewhere 25. Have you ever broke your lover, or ex lovers heart? yes 26. Right or left handed?right 27. Are you a chilled out person, or are you always amped up? chilled 28. Are you romantic?hopelessly yes 29. What's the last thing you ate? chicken chili 30. Will you forgive me for taking up your time, and making you answer 30 questions?i love you! not listening

"But what’s so easy in the evening, by the morning is such a drag." [ Wednesday 23rd Mar 12:32am] "Lua" I know that it is freezing but I think we have to walk I keep waving at the taxis; they keep turning their lights off But Julie knows a party at some actor’s west side loft Supplies are endless in the evening; by the morning they’ll be gone. When everything gets lonely I can be my own best friend I get a coffee and the paper; have my own conversations With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection The mask I polish in the evening, by the morning looks like shit. I know you have a heavy heart; I can feel it when we kiss So many men much stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it But me I’m not gamble you can count on me to split The love I sell you in the evening, by the morning won’t exist. You’re looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black You just keep going to the bathroom always say you’ll be right back Well it takes one to know one, kid, I think you’ve got it bad But what’s so easy in the evening, by the morning is such a drag. I’ve got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train If you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain But what was normal in the evening, by the morning seems insane. And I’m not sure what the trouble was that started all of this The reasons have run away but the feeling never did It’s not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live Cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is What’s so simple in the moonlight, by the morning is so complicated. What’s so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight ~~~~~~~****not me....bright eyes-lua****~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` not listening

omg.... [ Tuesday 22nd Mar 2:32pm] [ mood | IM SUCH A FUCKIN IDIOT! ] Tony read my live journal post...It was everything i DIDNT want him to hear.I wonder if he'll ever talk to me ever again..I fucked up so bad..Even if he does forgive me for the mean things i said, things might be too awkward to even live down..I just really hope we can put all this stuff behind us. 2 not listening

''I kissed you in a style, Clark Gable would admire, i thought it classic" [ Saturday 19th Mar 7:01pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Postal Service ] Its saturday night...Just waiting for tony to call me, so i can go hang out with him...He said he's tired and that he would prolly pass out, i dont really care ...Im just glad he wasnt like--oh i dont really want to hang out im too tired... Im weird, I think there is something really hot about someone sleeping, I guess its because the person looks just so innocent and i think its pleasing...Im such a dork..anyways..So we'll prolly just go to his place and watch movies or something, and he'll pass out but thats ok with me...Im so bored, ive been couped up inside all day,cleaning, listening to music, nothing enticing..I want to give tony a nice hot, kiss. I hope i get the opportunity to do so...Anyways, YAY~!! he just called me,...he's on his way..god im the biggest hopeless romantic i know..Anyways, i havent eaten all day so im gonna go do that... OH YEA Mrs. breaks! call me OK!!!! and anyone else that i care about, which is no one else on live journal...anyways ill report back prolly tommorow.....LATERZ 1 not listening

sweatin till my clothes come off [ Friday 18th Mar 8:25pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | duuuurtay! ] I got out of work early today, i coulda stayed but michele didnt really want me to go on overtime..I didnt exactly want to stay either.coulda used the overtime money..but oh well we'll see what happens later.maybe i can get more overtime another time.So tommorow i hopefully get to see the object of my affection.. (: So i took ralph off my friends list cause he's a prick..And today i told michele what he did yesterday, and she forced me to right him up..Im kinda glad i did now..Hes gonna be soo mad but i could care less...Last night i watched romy n michelle's high school reunion.It was soo funny, i reccomend it to anyone who likes comedies..Anyways, I hope i get to see tony tommorow...Im gonna call him i guess...laterz 2 not listening

Is much does a father figure figure? [ Thursday 17th Mar 4:25am] You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already. 1 not listening

"Everything is, as it's always been,but when something dies, you can't make it live" [ Wednesday 16th Mar 12:49am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | DRUM n BASS motha fucka! ] Work was so fuckin hilarious, The big wigs came in today, gay joe and joe scags...So i met with them and put on my fake face cause im supposed to be running the place sooner or later..Anyways, ralph was slackin off like usual as soon as the big cheese crew left.Ralph made a fort, out of all these VHS tapes, it was soo incredibly awesome, it was called fort crunk, i saved the sign of it, i should post it on here..Anyways, it stayed up for a while. but then, me and michele went buck wild, and started to throw all these vhs and all this random shit at it from behind the cash wrap, untill the whole thing came down, on top of him, i thought we were done, but crazy ass michele over here keeps handing me movies to throw at him so im like.ok...LoL so ralph gets up and breaks into a run, and the whole time, were throwing movies at him, and shit's like breaking all around like tapes, and these signs are falling down, stuff is falling off the shelf, and the whole time i cant help but to laugh my fuckin ass off, I was crackin up so hard..Ralph then grabs games from the game side of the store, and is throwing them at as, and theyre soaring across the store like fuckin UFO's...It was soo much fucking fun...I couldnt imagine what would of happened if a customer were to walk in..They didnt though thank god, we'd all be fired, then me n ralph took all the VHS that we broke n started stompin the shit out of them and that was fun too..Then we took the tape reels out of the movies that broke, and started to throw those around,and see how many times the tape would wrap around the whole store...after that we picked up our whole mess and laughed our asses off at how much fun we just had..It was incredible...I wish i did stuff like that more, but u really cant when u have to act all 'mature' all the time...oh well.. Michele was acting really horny today for some reason. I know she's attracted to me or whatever, but like, when i was working with her, she was like lets go sit in front of the tv's n watch a movie. so i put in dodge ball, and we just chilled for a little and watched a movie, and we were all talking sex talk, wich is what we usually talk about,men, or sex, or other fun topics like that, cause michele isnt ashamed of anything really..wich is a good thing. I say what happened in the past shouldnt affect the present or future,But i think She really got turned on by me today cause she showed me her cute underwear she had on, wich they were...And then what also contributed to the whole ''my boss wants to fuck me right here in hollywood video'' was because i said im not totally turned off by the fact of eating a girl out..and u could tell that really got the gears in her head going...Then later on, she kept half joking/half serious was saying we were gonna make out and fuck in the back room, n im just saying..ok...So im counting down the books,at night, and michele asks me if i ever fantasized about her. i said no sorry, and she said, Ive fantasized about, at this point it started to get weird, shes like yea when i was having sex with my husband..i was tryin to get off cause i couldnt get off, so i was thinking about you fucking matt, and then i was thinking of u fucking another guy...I was like thats hot..I know it sounds like it would get weird between me n michele but i dont think they will...Im confident that they wont.I would have to be really really drunk to eat pussy i think....So i guess i have to work the rest of the week, Hopefully I will get to hang out with tony this weekend...Oh yes speaking of tony, JOSH~!he is soo jealous, WHat the fuck is this shit. I gave him the offer, just for a little harmless fun, no strings attached kinda fun,I was just telling myself that i should of just given it to him the night he offered it to me, but my dumb ass didnt... anyways, When he asked me about it, today he's like so hows whats his name..just like that like all jealous and mean sounding, like he had to force himself to ask me, so i start to talk about him, for like 2 seconds and then josh is all like not even listening. then i said if u dont want me to talk about him then dont ask gosh... then later he is like whats his name again? n im like tony. he's like "oh u like italian boys, i wish i was italian" i was like omg, what a jack ass, i offered him so many times, its his own fault..I feel kinda smug about it, i think he deserves it anyways......thats it im gonna go post pics on myspace not listening

Surveys arent for kids. [ Tuesday 15th Mar 2:28pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Co & Ca ] Gosh, here's another worthless survey, it was kinda fun to take. one day im gonna make my own survey. 01. WHAT'S 0N Y0UR MiND RiGHT N0W? The complex inner workings of a certain someone's mind, 02. WHAT ARE Y0U LiSTENiNG T0 RiGHT N0W? Me mixing breaks. 03. C0MPLETE THE SENTENCE: THE W0RLD NEEDS... LOVE 04. M0DEL 0F Y0UR CELL PH0NE? umm something like a sanyo or something..This is the lamest question on this thing...... 05. WHAT WAS THE LAST THiNG Y0U ATE? crem brulee~ 06. IF Y0U WERE A CRAY0N, WHAT C0L0R W0ULD Y0U BE? Hot pink....haha 07. WHAT D0 Y0U D0 DURiNG Y0UR CHiLL TiME? music,music, oh and did i mention music, books, clean,talk on the phone,watch movies....take it easy..contemplate the meaning of life, and the universe. 08. LAST PERS0N Y0U TALKED 0N THE PH0NE? Tony. 09. THE FiRST THiNG Y0U THiNK AB0UT WHEN Y0U SEE THE 0PP0SiTE SEX? um, good presonalties, they way they carry themself. their attitude towards life. 10. AUT0 0R MANUAL? automatic,supersonic,hypnotic, funky fresh 11. FAV0RiTE DAY 0F THE YEAR? Everyday of my life...lol i dont know 12. FAV0RiTE PLACE? doesnt matter, i guess costa rica so far.anywhere can be your favorite place as long as u have someone special with you to share the experience with, 13. FAV0RiTE SP0RTS? dodgeball,rally car racing,um...i dont really watch sports 14. D0 Y0U WEAR C0NTACTS? no, but ive tried them before 15. SiBiLiNGS&THEiR AGE diana-23, alex-20, me youngest.. ): lol 16. THE C0OLEST WAY Y0U HAVE T0 RELEASE PRESSURE? music, writting, venting. 17. THiNGS i HATE THE M0ST? hypocrits, liars, backstabbers,fake people. Customers, some old people, jackasses, ignorance, black licorise, celery, 18. WHAT'S THE BEST THiNGS AB0UT BEiNG A GiRL/B0Y? haha..i dont know if i can answer this one..I guess 19. SCARY 0R HAPPY M0ViES? depends on the mood im in, but most likely happy movies. but then again i do love some good horroe movies. ya know~ 20. MY BEST FRiENDS ARE? I dont know~ 21. CH0C0LATES 0R FL0WERS? BOTH! 22. WHEN i'M STUCK iN A JAM... Call someone, figure things out. 23. TEXT 0R CALL? im both, i can be a really big text whore tho 24. iF Y0U C0ULD TURN BACK TiME, Y0U W0ULD... Do better in school, and not slacked off so much 25. iN Y0UR WALLET, Y0U HAVE? coupons, bank cards, credit cards,change, sometimes money, but not usually.ID 26. WHAT'S 0N Y0UR SCREEN SAVER? The Animatrix screen shots 27. FAV0RiTE B0ARD GAME/S? umm,i dont know...trivial pursuit? even tho i suck more than a hoover. 28. FAV0RiTE SMELLS? food,really good cologne, especially on someone hot.candles. 29. WHAT iS THE LAST THiNG Y0U THiNK 0F BEF0RE Y0U G0 T0 SLEEP? What i'll do the next day, and what i have to do. and what's going on in my life at the current moment. 30. THiNGS i CAN'T LiVE WiTH0UT my parents, my friends, my music,food,water, mixing, hot boys..lol 31. Y0UR FAV0RiTE QU0TE? "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger" 4 not listening

"ever see a grown man naked?" [ Tuesday 15th Mar 5:36am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | yeah ] Boring day, I wanted to do a couple of things, but instead i slept in way too late, and then i got up and listened to music, I was really pissed off because at work, they always schedule shit like- hey lets leave ppl alond for a whole shit or a couple hours, thats fun! and what gets me even more, is that it seems that i am the only one who closes the books at night.. i mean come on, it takes like a whole 5-10 minutes..SO i guess were fucked if we ever get audited or something. ALSO another thing that really really pisses me off about work is that, im always stuck with making the stor prestine when the big wigs come in..ALWAYS, just cause i do a good job. i am punished for it. There is only 3 people that really give a fuck about the store, honestly i could give a fuck less about hollywood video, but im supposed to be this big huge example for everyone else..its bullshit, thats all i have to say. Matty met someone, wich is fine and dandy for him, but He's not doin so good at work, I have to give him some respect cause the guy is so much better looking that those other guys he fucked around with..i would never date the guy but still he's good looking.. I got saturday and sunday off again, i wish i could do this all the time..Im gonna see what i can arrange. I was supposed to have tuesday off, but i switched with linda, so now, i work all weeked xcept saturday n sunday..I really hope that tony is available on those days. It really sucks, it seems like the only time im gonna see him is on the weekends, cause he works days and i work nights. anyways i guess thats about all that happened today 1 not listening

I'm Wide awake, It's morning.. [ Monday 14th Mar 3:39pm] "We must talk in every telephone Get eaten off the web We must rip out all the epilogues in the books that we have read And in the face of every criminal Strapped firmly to a chair We must stare, we must stare, we must stare We must take all of the medicines too expensive now to sell Set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell And in the ear of every anarchist that sleeps but doesn’t dream We must sing, we must sing, we must sing It’ll go like this: While my mother waters plants My father loads his guns He says death will give us back to god Just like this setting sun is returned to this lonesome ocean And then they splashed into the deep blue sea It was a wonderful splash We must blend into the choir Sing as static with the whole We must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul And in this endless race for property and privilege to be one We must run, we must run, we must run We must hang up in the belfry Where the bats and moonlight laugh We must stare into a crystal ball and only see the past And in the caverns of tomorrow With just our flashlights and our love We must plunge, we must plunge, we must plunge And then we’ll get down there to the very bottom of everything And we’ll see it, we’ll see it, we’ll see it Oh my mornings coming back The whole world’s waking up In the city buses are swimming past I’m happy just because I found out I’m really no one" 4 not listening

yay look at me! [ Monday 14th Mar 3:55am] [ mood | cold feetz ] I love my new layout, its soo cute, thanks to stephanie aka breakbeatgurl,she rocks my socks...I couldnt of done it with out her 1 not listening

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